If and only if…..

If I were to live my life again,
I would never let you go.
Blinded by worldly hopes,
My turmoil within,
the wrestle of my heart with my mind,
found quiet in a lie.
Yet still, my heart stirs.

Here I now stand,
dieing from being all alone.
And in the only one I found friendship and happiness,
I sacrificed for a false glamour of a transient moment.

Years down my famished road,
the only one in my heart is you,
my peace within awaits your hook.